Me and Sarah "rescued" two wild kittens tonight (=last night) and took them to the shelter.  John came over and helped us round them up and got himself totally fuckin’ scratched up in the process.  There’s one more kitten that got away, and we could never get the mama cat either, but we got two of the three kittens.  But it’s breaking my heart anyway; two kittens got torn away from their mama.  Who is outside as we speak, crying.  She’s a half-domesticated cat who was abandoned by the former tenant of the building next door. A lady who lives in my building across from my back door, through some completely misguided sense of doing the right thing, has been putting out food for these cats, so they’ve been basically living at my back door for the past few weeks.  I talked to her and no, she had no plans to adopt them or anything.  We had a freeze warning tonight, I called Sarah and told her about this, and… what can I say.  UGH, I feel awful.  Even though I know we did the right thing, it’s an awful thing to do.  And there’s one kitten and an unneutered mama-cat still out there.  Ugh.  Why me?  Why?  Why?  Why can’t I just look past these things, move along and mind my own business?  Let wild cats be wild cats?

Sarah sure is a good friend though, jeez.  And John too.  Who else would have helped me with a crazy-ass situation like that?  Hello, will y’all come over right now and help me herd some cats that aren’t even mine?  Sure, why not.

UGH.  I can’t sleep…