Note: This is a journal entry — it was written on paper or on my computer, then transferred to my website, maybe years later.

Today was another D. day.  A couple of work-to-work phone calls, and after work he came over and we got high and we went to Man With Hat On to visit the "Wreck-a-Stow." I have to bring him again (so he can start going there too) because I didn’t do it right this time.  I had him wait outside and I was going to ask if it was cool + let him in.  But it was not cool.  But I got pot for us both anyhow.

Then we drove around lower Man With Hat On, and headed back, the long way, into Brooklyn and finally to the Thai place on Man With Hat On Avenue.  We had spring rolls and calimari and garlic chicken w/ steamed veggies.  Then we went back here to get very very stoned and watch some Cramps and Devo.  It was fun.  Except now he knows I have a crush on him sort of, so he’s backing off a little.  Golleeee, all I wanna do is MAKE OUT with him.  No big deal, right?

This is depressing.  No one is so loving me now.  I have no worshipers except Boo Boo Kitty.  HEY GOD!!  WHERE IS MY BOYFRIEND?  Jeff and D. are cold fishes with me, they only want to be pals.