::sob::  I’m so happy with my Mac mini!  So happy.  Before, everything was so screwy but now it’s all about cohesion, elegance and simplicity.  Before, I was using one big desktop PC for home use, but only for file storage, websurfing and occasional picture-resizing, things that required me to use the big monitor.  All my documents, all my data, music files, pictures etc. were stored on my iBook which rests next to the PC.  It’s so bass-ackwards to have this big beautiful monitor but only use it for websurfing.  And to have this honkin’ PC case turned on all the time, draining energy like crazy, when I’m really doing all my work on the iBook, it’s just dumb.  Working on the PC feels gross to me, it feels messy and and kludged-together, whereas working on the mini & iBook combo feels smart and pulled-together.

I do need to break down and get a real Mac keyboard though.  I’m using a PC keyboard which works fine, but the control buttons along the bottom are all different from the ones on a Mac, there’s no apple / splat key.  So that’s confusing me, and the thing’s all dirty too, maybe with leftover crud from when I used to be a smoker.  Time for a new one, maybe I can pick one up later today or later in the week.  No big rush on that… I’m still clearing stored files off the PC so the desktop’s still a big ugly mess.  Man, I can’t wait to get rid of that PC and wipe everything down so it’s all clean and shiny.  Usually I only do that when I move to a new apartment, sad but true.

We’re supposed to start recording the new album soon, is it next week?  OhMyFuckingGod.  I’m pretty terrified, but excited, but scared shitless, but very happy and proud and giddy with anticipation.  That’s probably why I’m freaking out on the computer, just trying to distract myself from worrying about what’s coming up.  I sure don’t want to get myself sick like I have for just about every other album session.  I’m practicing my songs every day more or less, but worrying?  No way, not me, I’m not worried at all!  Heh.