Note: This is a journal entry — it was written on paper or on my computer, then transferred to my website, maybe years later.

I had a very rough night. I am never touring again in Europe.  I might not ever tour again anywhere.  Right now I feel like I want to quit music-making entirely and get a job somewhere doing something completely unrelated to music.  Something with computers I guess.  Not in a record store, that would be too depressing.