I had a good day today, very good.  But so intense, oh god.  I have cleaned up so many messes today, not a damn one of you even knows the half of it.  It’s amazing to me, the things I can say and how different people can translate that info in completely different ways than how I intended.  Some things take years to clarify, if it happens at all.  I know, you think you know what I’m talking about, you think I’m referring to one specific person or thing, but I assure you, I’m not.  Even I don’t know the whole story because I just can’t keep that much crap in my head at one time!  It’s crazy, man.  I’m just… trying to keep my eye on the ball, people.  I have my weaknesses, that is obvious.  A lot of y’all have witnessed that or become victims of that, and for that I’m real sorry.  Thank god most people are more than forgiving… I usually know when I’ve fucked up and will usually admit it, and people are usually super nice about that.  Nothing huge, no great wrongdoing but… even the tiniest little misstep can cause a chain reaction that makes you veer off-course by n degrees.  I never end up completely fucked… I like to follow my nose and that plan has never really screwed me over too bad. In fact, using my intuition that way has led me to places I never could’ve imagined; I never would’ve ended up here if it weren’t for that.  But… oh man.  I can’t even express this, whatever it is.  I’m just really lucky there are a lot of good people out there who are also "only human" and also willing to meet me halfway.  I’m talking about you, I’m talking about everybody.