Note: This is a journal entry — it was written on paper or on my computer, then transferred to my website, maybe years later.

I was forced to spend an entirely D.-less day today and it’s not easy.  We talked on the phone a lot, but he had to rehearse with Sonny and some other guys, and besides, we’ve spent every single day together lately.  Jessica advised D. that we ought to spend one day apart — not much to ask, right?  HA!

Last night D. was without car so he walked over and we walked over to the Mast to say hi to Blackie.  Nora found out we were going to dinner together and she was like "Oh really?!?" I think she’s wise to us.  We went over to the L Cafe and Diane showed up, she had been trying to get ahold of us.  We went over to her apartment and she had cable!  Penn + Teller were doing the egg trick on some chat show but Diane didn’t have a tape.

We went back to my place around midnight I guess, and we sat around and smoked and I played him my favorite new song, "Searchin’" by Kitty Wells.  We talked and made love and talked all night long practically.  But when we slept, it was so deep and satisfying.  He went home at 8 a.m. to change clothes for work — Blackie, no wonder he couldn’t drag himself over tonight, I’m wearing the poor boy out.

At work today he tried to fax me some pictures of himself but it came out crappy.  I’m really wanting a picture of him to gaze upon at work.  I faxed him a really good picture of myself yesterday.

Oh Blackie, I’m in shock.  I want to be with him all the time, I even told him I wanted to have a baby with him!  Could you just hurl?

I’m giving Tom Schmitz money every day for the Lefty Frizzell box set.  I got the first 3 of 12 CDs today, and made a tape, it’s great!

OH GOD!  And today I got 4 tickets to see JOHNNY CASH with the Carter Family at the Ritz on the 16th!!!  I CAN’T WAIT!  Me and D. and Dave + Lynn.

Stu is in love also.  Everybody’s in love.  I told you I was gonna be warm this winter!!  I miss my sweetheart.